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Shady's got-a gun.


17 October 1972

Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby, it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems

Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano

All I know is I love you too much to walk away though

Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back

I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

-lyrics from "Love the Way You Lie" on Recovery

If I sign something for you, and I see it on Ebay, when you go home I'm gonna be under your bed.

[A Message to the real Eminem: If you were to ever trip across this journal for one reason or another, I just wanted make clear that I am not claiming I am you or claiming to know/have any relation to you in any manner. I created this journal to join in a role-playing game and selected to portray you because I am a fan of you and your work and found this to be an excuse to learn more about you. If you decide that you do not accept my playing you and are not comfortable with it, I will understand and do as you wish with the journal - because my intent was never to offend, upset, or hurt you in any way. Thanks.]

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addumb, angryfacing parker, attacking keri russell, being better than you, being not engaged, being not gay, being not married, chipmunk aguilera, chugging mountain dew, confusing nsync, creepy monica keena, driving in circles, edith, fighting with christina aguilera, flying back to detroit, hating everyone, having spawn with seth, izabel my interior decorator, john lennon with kylie, journal asterisks, kelli being my shelter, living in taco bell, making myself money, marrying dan estrin, missing brittany murphy, missing charli hating ashanti, murderous usher bling, my boyfriend elton john, my criminal ex wife, my kids, never fucking weezy, not kevin federwho, parkit coming back, pissing people off, rapping, reconnecting with willa ford, rehab with jessica alba, shooting nick valensi, sleepovers with paris hilton, snopping, something about kristin kreuk, stalking tara reid, standing in the rain, stealing ewan from michelle, the hairthing, tv with nicole, weekly arguments with everyone